hello.. my name is zun. i dont have much to speak about as im quite a boring person, i spend all day on the couch and barely leave my home. if i do it's either entirely unwillingly or to go to a concert (perks of living in london?). i have very bad social anxiety which is why i dont use any mainstream website. it's so bad i cant even answer my dms. quite sad but whatever...

im male ... maybe... and 18 years old (january 15th). im bisexual as well, but i dont really like labels to be honest. its not like ill ever get some anyways! i have 3 cats named oreo, biscuit and carmine. i had two cats named greg and brownie who my family gave up when we were homeless, and one cat named cookie who ran away. i love cats, but i love my cats the most. hate to admit it but i am a furry... that's the green dog you'll probably see around

about me... i just draw. i think if i didn't have art as a hobby i would just be sitting on my ass all day watching youtube which is so sad so im lucky to have a cheap easy hobby. ive been drawing since forever, if i dont draw i feel weird. i do it every day. coding is a newer hobby, i started doing it to edit toyhouse codes, then i evolved to messing around on neocities and here i am. it really isn't that bad, however i refuse to learn anything that hurts my brain too much. fuck bootstrap, fuck flex-anything and fuck TABS!!!

things i like..my main interest is nopixel. its a gta rp server streamers play on which is so embarassing but it makes me happy, nearing two years of it. i also like succession a lot (the tv show), im kind of passionate about music. i like zundamon if you can tell.... i also am into castration/penectomy/orchiectomy in the sense of extreme body modifications - nullo's and enuchs' - i find it interesting... dudes are out there diy cutting their balls off and thats just cool to me, good for them i think. i've been getting into vocaloid more recently and will probably go to miku expo in october? we will see. big fan of turtlenecks, white on women and black on men. recently ive been into vomit (not in a sex way. i hope. just a weird fixation.) i dont really like videogames so i hardly play them... sometimes i play osu mania. im obsessed with the actor jeremy strong he makes me want to kill myself seriously.

i made this site because i only really have two places to express myself online:

- my discord gc with my online friends. the problem is they are mostly normal people and well adjusted and while i love them i dont feel comfortable speaking about some stuff there.

- my private twitter with 3 (3) followers, one of which is an irl friend (my only one i have, actually... they're a real one). twitter isnt very good for longform stuff, so...

i just want a place to be autistic about stuff i like and overshare without being racked with crazy anxiety and paranoia. thats about it.